Apology To Myself In 2023

I am sorry for not writing much since this year started. Finding new passions is always beautiful but not at the cost of something else we love.

So at the latter half of the year 2023, it’s a promise to myself to show up everyday. To write at least 5 words even on days that does not feel like something better might happen.

From the start onwards this was always meant to be my personal diary as well as a platform to promote anyone who needed support as well. A platform to showcase talents, a platform to visit sights unseen, people not talked about much.

But sometimes there are days and even months that we find excuses not to do anything other than what’s expected to survive. Get up, do the work, go back to sleep.

At other times it’s not doing anything, because we expect perfection out of what we do and feeling disappointed when that doesn’t happen.

Then I read something a character says while consoling a friend. These are not the exact words but this is what I felt in my heart.

“What’s the point of doing anything if we are not doing it well, not completing it, not satisfied at the way we do it?”

“The point is to show up, do as little as you can everyday. Someday it will create a piece so beautiful, from all the broken pieces you did.”

So, for me now, and for the future me, lets work on the little pieces I can do everyday.